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charli — Tue, 24 Jan 2012 23:13:50 +0000

love·ly /ˈlʌvli/ Show Spelled [luhv-lee] Show IPA adjective, -li·er, -li·est, noun, plural -lies, adverb adjective

1. charmingly or exquisitely beautiful: a lovely flower.
2. having a beauty that appeals to the heart or mind as well as to the eye, as a person or a face.
3. delightful; highly pleasing: to have a lovely time.
4. of a great moral or spiritual beauty: a lovely character.

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The opposite of love is never hate, its indifference darling.

charli — Sat, 21 Jan 2012 10:08:58 +0000

I despise you. For everything. I don’t want your money or your favour, I don’t need it. I’ve made my way so far and you’ve done more to make life hard at every significant point in this journey, than you have done to help. You have no regrets, no remorse, nothing. You think you are forever correct in your thinking. Your stubbornness…your pride makes me feel sick inside. Maintaining appearances for the sake of others saves face in the heat of the moment, but when you’re alone at night, and there isn’t anyone to impress, that’s when all the cracks in the veneer begin to show. And it fucken hurts when you see how deep those fissures really run. We are not alike at all… Paisa, Daulat … that’s all you care about in the end. If I’ve learned anything from you its what not to be as a parent and what to steer clear of in seeking a life partner. If you despise me so much, if I am robbing you of your joy every time you look at me, then why fall at my feet when I want to leave? You never believed me when I told you the truth about what happened…to you, I was the whore, not a daughter who needed you to stand for me. I cannot erase those months from my life, its something that I will live with til I die. Looking back now, those moments explain so much of the thread of my life. I constantly think back to that day you threw everything I owned outside … If only, if only, I had walked out of this house then. I hate being moved my tears..I wish I was as hardhearted and cold as you are. Being nice and gentle obviously doesn’t work well for me. Being like Christ is the single most difficult thing in my life and honestly sometimes I feel like a) I don’t have the capacity for it and b) it brings me so much heartache sometimes I wonder if I should keep on doing it.

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charli — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 10:53:41 +0000

It’s the way I lean my body towards yours even though I’m a hundred miles away//

It took so long so find you … I can’t wait another day to say, this is love.

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I’m so glad I found you jaanu

charli — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 13:05:16 +0000

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Protected: Into your hands, I commit again, all I am.. to you Lord.

charli — Mon, 16 Jan 2012 00:32:46 +0000

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I love you more today than I ever have loved you.

charli — Sun, 15 Jan 2012 09:36:49 +0000

[7:27:01 PM] Vik: I’m looking at the pic again to see if I missed something … looks like you were crying for a bit as well… and no make up yup that’s about it jhaan… and honestly apart from that babe your perfect a little makeup might have helped… lol I love you can’t say enough of that… just know that I do and love is an understatement and I consider myself truly blessed and lucky to have a crazy nut job as my Wife to be ok… lawyer or no lawyer makeup or no makeup teacher or no teacher… I still love you …

So today I decided to tell Him something about me that only 1 other person knows on this earth. And I was so scared, and so embarrassed… cant explain the shame that I felt. When I think about it, I feel so.. incompetent and inadequate. But.. I want him to understand me.. all of me and why I sometimes behave the way I do… so I had to swallow my pride and just do it. He was really sweet. I feel kind of relieved. I mean.. I don’t suddenly feel like I’m fixed but I feel like it’ll be easier a bit now. Like, i dont have to hide it from him all the time. These past couple of months have been really hard but i’m glad that he didn’t have a clue…that I didn’t completely give it away lol. Gosh. Today’s been tiring. I feel so exhausted. But I’m glad God’s here with me, through this.

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11 months and counting. I’m so happy with you darling..

charli — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 21:41:31 +0000

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This broke my heart, I’m so sorry darling..

charli — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 23:27:37 +0000

Resonating thoughts of a distant past flutter through your head I was told by a white wall

What must I take from this
Taken back to memories of the chattering one who’s fond memories refused to slip away in the dark of night

The slithering serpent laid trails of doubt with the smiles that it bore

Day after day I was reminded it is only by His sheer grace that my past is not my present and yet today my present scopes my past who am I to steal those electric thoughts to ask that they be cast into the depths of the ocean that has yet to be pierced by light to ask that the bearer of first touch the aphrodisiac be forgotten

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You.

charli — Wed, 11 Jan 2012 04:44:04 +0000

//MyAphrodisiacIsYou.KatieMelua

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I’ll be waiting for you, baby

charli — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 05:58:06 +0000

I’ll be holding back the darkest night. Love is waiting till we’re ready, till its right. | LoveIsWaiting.BookFraser//

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